crossover

SISPEC..... Suffer In Silence, Plus Extra Confinement



i have decided.

im going to attempt to crossover. do my best in everything and chiongsua.

aka. put myself through even greater shit and tougher times.

before this gets misunderstood as arrogance, i must clarify. going to army was not exactly the thing that i wanted most.

but i have made close buddies and pals, experienced countless of events and memories. indeed, it is not everyday that one gets to shoot live rounds, throw grenades, learn offensive and defensive formations and perform them.

army has indeed changed my life. for the better i think.

i find myself mentally stronger, physically a little better.i want more of this. in these 2 years.

i have two choices. every single army boy has.

first; to hope for somewhere slack, and finish my two years without a sense of accomplishment.such a lifestyle would definitely be simpler, i could ooc [out of course] for scs and become a man, enjoy life and not bother about anything at all.

second; to go all out, whack the hardest for all i do. and hopefully get posted to ocs after foundation term. this would allow me to experience even more shit for sure: the jcc, the brunei jungles and the taiwan camps. hardship would come, but so would the memories and joy on completion. such are things one would not get elsewhere. even if i do not make it there, i would still knowingly give my all, maybe get posted as a section commander 3rd sergeant and lead my men to fight. this would be unforgettable as well.

all in all, i think i would choose the second. two years. experience life to the max.